I’m going through sudden bursts of emotions & thoughts.
It isn’t even interlinked. But I guess that’s just how my mind works sometimes. Like flipping through pages, instead of reading the book in it’s actual sequence it was meant to be read.

I’ve gone through too many phases and sometimes it feels like I’m a cat thats used up all it’s lives and I have to make my 9th one the best I can with people who matter the most. I’ve come to a point where I’m happy in my peacefully rainbow bubble filled with love and art, not willing to let people in in fear they’ll destroy the perfect balance I’ve built and pop this beautiful bubble I’ve created.

Funny how your clear and honest words can be telling a different truth based on your actions. After all, actions speak louder than words, and stick and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt you. Funny how people say that while trying to stop the tears from overspilling and running down their faces.

We are all contradictory creatures, and I don’t think anyone can only ever feel one thing towards someone or a situation. There’s always multiple feels, but it just depends on which one is stronger and wins. Emotions are truly underrated.

I think I’ve flipped through too many pages today.
I need to start from chapter one again.

“Once upon a time, in a beautiful rainbow bubble filled with peace, love and art…”

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