I guess it’s back to square one where I leave this space empty until I felt a nostalgic tug at my heart strings (yes, it’s that emotional on my end) to come back and use this space. Like I did today. No more tugs, but outright feeling of guilt for not being consistent.
I keep making promises to myself, to keep updating this platform but more often than not life gets in the way. I wouldn’t have it any other way to be honest. It’s a pretty great thing to live it to your highest potential. Like today, I watched some chick flicks and spent the whole day lazing. Life really did get in the way.
I’m a self confessed workaholic. I’m constantly updating, creating, uploading, finishing, photographing, everything and anything. A viral fever got the best of me, and it was for the best. I was burning myself out; feeding myself with more negative energy than I’ve consumed in awhile.
It was a great change when I slept through days of worries, of doubts, of anger & waking up to love, to smiles, to someone taking care of me. When I thought I was about to crash, it was nice having a strong person to fall back on. For this wonderful person, I will forever count my blessings. Not just luck – Rabbit foot, birthday candles, shooting stars, four leaved clover. All of it.
I’ve also been yearning for an adventure and failed to realise that I’m currently on one that’s about to change my life for good.
I’ve got this.